Not Loving My Hair....

I'm totally in a hair funk...like I can't stand my hair at all right now but I don't know what to do with it. Let's start from the begining. I have nasty curly hair that looks way darker when it's curly:

I never wear it curly unless it's raining or I'm in a foreign country-seriously...that picture is from Mexico. 

I've had it shorter: 

I've had it blonder:

I've had it darker (nobody liked it though, nobody being my mom and Bret):

I've had bangs:

So it was REALLY long for my wedding. I needed the length for the day of the wedding and for the honeymoon. If I was going to wear it curly in Fiji I needed length to weigh it down. This was taken at the rehearsal:

And after the wedding I chopped it off because I was sick of it:

But now I'm totally missing the longer hair...it's growing fast but it's such a security blanket for me. Like if I'm having a fat or ugly day I can always throw sunglasses on and use my big hair to hide my face.... I'm just bored with it but think I might not like it no matter what I do with it.... any suggestions???